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BROKEN HEARTED GIRL

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would’ve walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

March 12, 2010 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

I am FALLING SLOWLY..

I don’t know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can’t react
And games that never amount
To more than they’re meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You’ll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can’t go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I’m painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It’s time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You’ve made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I’ll sing along

August 9, 2009 Posted by | video | Leave a comment

http://www.clutchtees.com

Obama

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Amazing sites, there are plenty of cool n funny t-shirts pictures and words. There are other categories too other than funny (those that I put above). There are geek categories, pop culture categories, even vintage. Really creative and fun, loovee them..^0^

August 8, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Childhood

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for the world that I come from
‘Cause I’ve been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart…
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities…
‘Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me…

People say I’m not okay
‘Cause I love such elementary things…
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I’ve never known…

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne…

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I’m strange that way
‘Cause I love such elementary things,
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I’ve never known…

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly…

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I’ve had

Have you seen my Childhood…

Note : No, Mr…I can totally understand how u are feeling..Maybe, not as hard as u were..but I also went through such things, the childhood that is far from normal (some people knew wat I meant)

July 6, 2009 Posted by | video | Leave a comment

earth song

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain…
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine…
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we’ve shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world
Look what we’ve done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son…
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine…
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don’t know where we are
Although I know we’ve drifted far

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can’t even breathe
(What about us)
What about apathy
(What about us)
I need you
(What about us)
What about nature’s worth
(ooo, ooo)
It’s our planet’s womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We’ve turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We’re ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can’t we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can’t you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the man
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

Note : Seems like jacko already predict the earth condition that we know now and probably the future..genius song,,

July 6, 2009 Posted by | video | Leave a comment

I’m not a little child..(bring down the house)

Many times, I’ve spoken the same thing..
Nobody listen..
They think I’m just a stupid girl..not knowing anything..
I only want my happiness..
FOR YEARS !! I live in VAIN, THE SAME VAIN..
OF COURSE, I have an idea of a way out..
GOOD for EVERYONE..
A way out that will make each lives better..
but HELL NO..THEY KNOW BETTER..
Now, everything that I forecast..slowly appears..
slowly, but sure..
I know..where this all will end up, if nobody do nothing..
The Problem is I’m not the one with the hammer..
I’m just the victim, always..
I just want everything to end, which there’s already a way to make everything better..
Should I take my own life to make them realize THE SUFFER that I’ve been through…
My only mission is to BRING DOWN THE HOUSE…
WHATEVER IT TAKES, NO MATTER HOW BAD I LOOK..
I HAVE TO !!
GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH…
MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL NEVER PUT TASKS TO YOUR CREATION MORE THAN THEY CAN HANDLE !!

June 28, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

grawww…slush !!

It’s coming…the moment of THE SECOND SAGA..BE PREPARED !!

June 15, 2009 Posted by | video | Leave a comment

LIVE MUST GO ON..AND ON..

“The Climb”

I can almost see it.
That dream I’m dreaming, but
There’s a voice inside my head saying
You’ll never reach it
Every step I’m takin’
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin’
But I gotta keep tryin’
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose
Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waitin’ on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most
I’ve just gotta keep goin’, and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose
Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waitin’ on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose
Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waitin’ on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on movin’
Keep climbin’
Keep faith baby
It’s all about, it’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

June 15, 2009 Posted by | video | Leave a comment

REALLY REFRESHING

when i watch this neko..hahahaha..
feels like all my screwedness in my head..flop..gone…just like that..
it’s so fresh..
mangaka sure know, how to make a good – fun anime..
xuxuxuxuxu..
Neko Rahmen (猫ラーメン ?) also known as Neko Ramen, is a Japanese flash anime series based on Kenji Sonishi’s yonkoma. The comedy centers around a cat (Taishou) and his encounters running a ramen shop. The yonkoma series has been adapted into a TV anime produced by Think Corporation, with 13 episodes to date. The original yonkoma is still being published in the monthly Japanese manga magazine Monthly Comic Blade. Neko Rahmen was the most watched short animation series on Yahoo! Japan official streaming site in August 2007. The series is also noted for being the first anime series to be licensed exclusively by a US IPTV company, Vuze, and made available as a free download without digital restrictions. Vuze also subtitled the series into English. Director Minoru Kawasaki (“The Calamari Wrestler,” “Executive Koala,” “Crab Goalkeeper”) has completed filming of a live-action adaptation for Tornado Film that utilizes both real cats and plush puppets.

May 17, 2009 Posted by | anime | Leave a comment

STARTED WITH WALLS….

pose!pose!pose!(3384)

cute..cute…little ice cream..
i found them recently at citra land…hmm, kinda reminds me of..
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they tasted kinda weird..maybe if it’s gellato (they have it too), might be better..
U won’t feel guilty when u have them, look at the size..so tiny..what kind of harm, might they do to you..
hahahaha..i guess, that’s just the reason for this tiny ice cream appearance…to lower the guilt..
well, it’s true if u have them together with ur friends…..won’t stop u for doing the opposite, though….xixixixi

May 10, 2009 Posted by | food for moods | Leave a comment